A lesson learned :-)

"We all know that love is all we need, but I don't think I needed it right now" that's what I've said to all my friends 3 days ago. It's not that I'm sick of this sh*t called love, I just need a rest.

Why'd I said that? Well, my crush is gone and my long-term ex-gf's gonna be married soon. No, I'm not jealous of her, nor that I'm still loving her, it's just...it's...uhh OK, I love her. But, it's not that kinda love, I love her as a friend, I care for her, I hate to see her crying.

So, it was 4 days ago, she texted me on whatsapp and told me that Insya Allah she'll be married next year, I was shocked, not because that I wanted her back, it was because of that she never spoke to me again since a year ago and now she told me that she'll get married. Man, I was expecting more than that. I was aking myself  "what should I do?", I was so sad, no more "Mr. The Happiest Guy", just spaced out and smoking all day in my room.

Yeah, just like me.

I know it's not good to be sad like that, it's like you're giving a negative energy to everyone and everything around you, so I decided to forget it by going out to get a fresh air, meditating and the most important is Sholat, pray to my God Allah to make me stronger to face my problems and focus on something more important than this, like my college, work and my family. You know what? It worked.! I'm feeling better now, I can focus on my job and college. So, all I want to say is never looked down even you're sad, because there's always a way out for our problems, and God will always help you. Oh ya, to Ms. I, my dearest ex, all I wanna say to you is...

Well, have a good day everyone. :-)